11/24/09

I hate it that I assume too much.

Please remember to not assume.

I felt stupid…foolish…embarrassed…

*M thank you for being a good listener. I feel embarrassed that I got it wrong. But I guess s/he just didn’t know how hard it was for me. How personal it was. How it made me think about my life (when I didn’t study in a school where my heart is happy). Will I ever be genuinely happy?

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11/25/09

I bought dvds of 4 seasons of prison break for 200php.
disappointed by the one piece dvd i bought. poor quality and contains episodes from season 12 only...thought it was from the beginning.

11/22/09

Sad night. My brain hurts. I am experiencing information overload yet I cannot stop. I have to finish the damn book sophie’s fucking world. I hate it. It’s really hard for me.

I cried. I cried because of school stress. I have cried because of this reason just twice, so far. The last, I remember very well, was when I was studying for math17 finals. I cried and I meant it. I was at the verge of giving up. I was reaching my limit.

That was the last time, the latest would be tonight. As I’ve said it’s because of this book I have to finish. It’s for philosophy10. I’m stressed. Tried to be optimistic thinking “don’t worry girl, you can rest Monday evening”. But I guess it’s just not enough. I sat on my dormitory bed crying (god bless it that I am alone in the room occupied by four). I thought it was unfair to be studying at a university where my heart is truly unhappy when my sister studies at my dream university. Let my current philo professor call me a mongrel I don’t care. I love the people in UP and the friendly professors. But it’s hard. Sometimes I feel like my head would just burst, my body give up, and my heart crumble because of the stress and the fact that I want to be somewhere else. I feel there is something missing. I am not in my happiest state. I can enjoy life here sometimes but it is inevitable for me to imagine how life would have been if I studied in UST. It may seem selfish of me but I think I have already given up a lot of things – almost giving selflessly all the time – that I can’t help but think it’s unfair (and I get depressed). I thought about my parents if I studied at UST…that would be around 140,000 per semester altogether just me and my sister. i always think that if we were just so damn rich I would not be here (although It’d be nice if I would still get to know my friends here). What the hell…I’ve been typing straight for minutes now. I should stop.

I pray to God that He give me strength.

P.S.

I just thought that it would really be pleasant to see my students (also as my 42 little brothers and sisters). That would be a source of strength…I miss them :')

*goes back to reading*

meanwhile,
Received my heartbreaker album this night...yipee!

ROMANIZATION

niga geuwa datugo
ttaeron geu ttaeme ulgo
himdeureo hal ttaemyeon nan huimangeul neukkigo
amudo moreuge mam a-a-apeugo
nijageun misomyeon tto damdamhaejigo

niga hoksina nae maeumeul alge doelkkabwa
arabeorimyeon uri meoreojige doelkkabwa
nan sumeul jug yeo
tto ipsureul kkaemureo
jebal geureul tteona naege ogil

Baby jebal geuui soneul japjima
Cuz you should be my Lady
oraen sigan gidaryeo on nal dorabwajwo

noraega ullimyeon ije neoneun
geuwa pyeongsaengeul hamkkehajyo
oneuri oji ankireul
geureoke na maeil bam gidohaenneunde

nega ibeun wedingdeureseu
nega ibeun wedingdeureseu
nega ibeun wedingdeureseu

nae mameul mollajwotdeon
nega neomu miwoseo
gakkeumeun nega bulhaenghagil nan baraesseo
imi nae nunmureun da ma ma mareugo
beoreutcheoreom honja neoege malhago

maeil bam geureoke buranhaetdeongeol bomyeon nan
ireoke doelkkeoran geon aranneunjido molla
nan nuneul gama
kkeuchi eomneun kkumeul kkwo
jebal geureul tteona naege ogil

Baby jebal geuui soneul japjima
Cuz you should be my Lady
oraen sigan gidaryeo on nal dorabwajwo

noraega ullimyeon ije neoneun
geuwa pyeongsaengeul hamkkehajyo
oneuri oji ankireul
geureoke na maeil bam gidohaenneunde

nega ibeun wedingdeureseu
nega ibeun wedingdeureseu
nega ibeun wedingdeureseu

budi geuwa haengbokhae
neoreul ijeul su itge
nae chorahaetdeon moseupdeureun da ijeojwo
birok handonganeun
 no oh
na jugeul mankeum himi deulgetjiman no oh

neomu oraen siganeul chakgak soge
hollo babocheoreom saratjyo
ajikdo nae geunyeoneun nal bogo
sae hayake utgo inneunde

nega ibeun wedingdeureseu
nega ibeun wedingdeureseu
nega ibeun wedingdeureseu

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HANGUL

니가 그와 다투고
때론 그 땜에 울고
힘들어 할 때면 난 희망을 느끼고
아무도 모르게 맘 아-아-아프고
니작은 미소면 또 담담해지고

니가 혹시나 내 마음을 알게 될까봐
알아버리면 우리 멀어지게 될까봐
난 숨을 죽여
또 입술을 깨물어
제발 그를 떠나 내게 오길

Baby 제발 그의 손을 잡지마
Cuz you should be my Lady
오랜 시간 기다려온 날 돌아봐줘

노래가 울리면 이제 너는
그와 평생을 함께하죠
오늘이 오지 않기를
그렇게 나 매일 밤 기도했는데

네가 입은 웨딩드레스
네가 입은 웨딩드레스
네가 입은 웨딩드레스

내 맘을 몰라줬던
네가 너무 미워서
가끔은 네가 불행하길 난 바랬어
이미 내 눈물은 다 마 마 마르고
버릇처럼 혼자 너에게 말하고

매일 밤 그렇게 불안했던걸 보면 난
이렇게 될꺼란 건 알았는지도 몰라
난 눈을 감아
끝이 없는 꿈을 꿔
제발 그를 떠나 내게 오길

Baby 제발 그의 손을 잡지마
Cuz you should be my Lady
오랜 시간 기다려온 날 돌아봐줘

노래가 울리면 이제 너는
그와 평생을 함께하죠
오늘이 오지 않기를
그렇게 나 매일 밤 기도했는데

네가 입은 웨딩드레스
네가 입은 웨딩드레스
네가 입은 웨딩드레스

부디 그와 행복해
너를 잊을 수 있게
내 초라했던 모습들은 다 잊어줘
비록 한동안은
나 죽을 만큼 힘이 들겠지만

너무 오랜 시간을 착각 속에
홀로 바보처럼 살았죠
아직도 내 그녀는 날 보고
새 하얗게 웃고 있는데

네가 입은 웨딩드레스
네가 입은 웨딩드레스
네가 입은 웨딩드레스

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ENGLISH TRANSLATION

I would argue
Then you would cry
As you’re struggling, I would only get stronger
My heartaches behind these shadows
My face brightens up as I see your smile
I worry that you might notice my feelings
And I get scared that the gap between us would widen
I hold my breath
Then I bite my lips
Then I pray that she would leave his side.

Baby, please don’t hold those hands
Cuz you should be my lady
Please look at me, I’ve been waiting all this time.

Once the music ends, you’ll be with him forever
I prayed and prayed that this day wouldn’t come
The wedding dress you once wore
The wedding dress you once wore
The wedding dress you once wore

You, who never understood my feelings
Because of that, I ended up despising you
Then I wished a misfortune upon you
But now, my eyes are dry
I try to talk to you but I realized that I’m alone
Every night, I would look back and think
If I already knew the results
Then I close my eyes
Then I dream an endless dream
Then I pray she would leave his side.

Baby, please don’t hold those hands
Cuz you should be my lady
Please look at me, I’ve been waiting all this time.

Once the music ends, you’ll be with him forever
I prayed and prayed that this day wouldn’t come
The wedding dress you once wore
The wedding dress you once wore
The wedding dress you once wore

By all means, be happy with him
So I can move on
Please erase me out of your heart
Although I tried my best but, no oh~

I’ve been living the lies for too long
Yet, she would look at me and smile.

Translations: BK! @ Musictology

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it;s so sad and good that i had to share it here. it hurts my heart. really sad. it's typical story but something in him makes it different.

watched a music channel and found out that i am ignorant already -____-

surprised that when i turned it on the MV was super junior's 'it's you'...knowing that it is a channel in our province, i didn't expect to see a korean mv there...haha...

i saw beyonce's 'ego' ---damn, she's sexy. and the girls from 'single ladies' are the same as in 'ego' (i guess). beyonce is really good. she can put up a hair that is ridiculous but can still bring it on. just wow.

"you call it arrogant. I call it confident."


BEP's 'i gotta feeling' --- people get easilu LSSed with. Fergie is hot. though i prefer beyonce as a lady, hehe.

Justin Bieber's 'one time' --- he's really young. can tell by his face, height and voice. amateur. Using usher to fasten the pace of his popularity is working (i guess). he's still awkward. didn't really look cool in the MV though it is pretty good as a first time. he looks good. i think people would associate him with a fresh jesse mccartney (esp. now that jesse took on a more mature look and style ^^).

panic at the disco's 'new perspective' ------ & Jennifer's body??? i didn't really get it why they used that movie on the mv. sounded like their past songs. very panic at the disco, though there were just two members. i guess they would never make up anymore. anyways i still love 'em ^^.


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i love taeyang. i love sol. i love youngbae. (same person).

Wedding dress was out yesterday and i certainly loved it. another great one. tomorrow will be his live perf of it. yippee!
love you baby :)

he's 21 (quite sure) and never had a girl. the song wedding dress is about losing his one love to his friend. i wonder if that's an experience of his. he is a shy-type, really mature (most mature in BB). I love him for that. being talented and having a nice build is a plus. I love every song he does.


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nothing more :))

I don't like it when democracy and/or freedom is compromised.

Please be considerate of others' opinion. This is not Parliament. I like people who always consider others ^^.







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I like my clean feet :D









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Will get my Heartbreaker album (G-Dragon) on Sunday *excited*
Will order for Arashi's 5x10 All the Best! Album and/or 5x10 All the Best Clips!  *spazzing*




Happpyyy 10th Birthday Arashi!! November is ARASHI month!! Kanpai ^^ *kissing every member on the cheek* :)

~We Can Make It True ^^

*spazzes!!* the place is shaped like a heart (isn't it??) oommmmmoooo!! sugoi!! i spazzed...i want to watch their concerts live T____T
Why am i not living in japan??doushite??T____T

ARASHI=my one true love among jap artists

Tablo

i made these...and surprisingly I am satisfied with it. using paint and adjusting the colors (microsoft office pic manager).

artist on pic: big bang
used as main photo for mv collection IV post
***i was targeting for a sepia tone...hehe***


[original]


artisit on pic: Epik High
used as main photo in mv collection III post
***I love this so much :) Maybe becasue i love epik high so musch too that i put a lot of effort in this one ♥♥ ***


[original]


artist on pic: zin taehwa
used as main photo for mv coll. II post
***first one i played with colors. adjusting brightness, contrast, etc. actually i was just really playing with the scrolls and this is the result. (this is the guinea pig) LOL***


[original]


artist on pic: taemin of shinee
used as main photo for mc coll. I post
***just added the text at the bottom.***



the edited pics are mine. don't use, please. ^^

Hindi ako. Pramis.

Na-adik siya sa farmville. Grabe. ang bilis mag-level-up. Maaabutan pa nga niya yata ako in no time. Haha. Na-adik na siya sa farmville. Sino? edi, mama ko. waha!

Seryoso. ngayon ko lang nakita dahil nga ngayon lang ako nasa bahay ay nakikita siya. Ilang oras siyang nasa harap ng computer. Tumutugtog iyong music sa taniman ng farmville. Ung nakakainis na tunog farm. Haha. May calculator, ballpen, at notepad sa harap. Nakatingin sa "market" sa farmville at nililista/kinukwenta kung alin product ang may pinakamalaking kita per day. Haha. Never imagined my mom to be doing such stuff. Cinacareer talaga niya.

PInuntahan ko siya tapos sabi niya..."tignan mo...base sa aking analization" sumabat ako at sabi.."analysis"....tinuloy niya "base sa aking analysis (habang pinapakita sa akin ang notepad kung saan nakalista ung pagkukwenta niya) pinakamaganda ang cotton..."

**andami niyang ipinaliwanag but to cut it short...sabi niya sa huli na cotton ang pinakamaganda...(base sa available ingredients nung level10 siya)

Kakatulog lang niya ngayon, after scheduling when will be the nest harvest time (9am daw) 12 hours na rice kasi ang itinanim. No exagerration. Seryoso. I won't exagerrate for any reason. haha.

She's currently level11. Tignan niyo man. rice ang nakatanim at tignan niyo ulit bandang 9am kung i-haharvest niya (nasa office nun siya) sabi niya "sana di ako tawagin ng boss ko nun" LOL

Lastly, sabi niya sa akin na kasalukuyang nasa level15..."mag-aral ka lang. wag kang mag-facebook. wag kang magtatanim." Haha! Gusto niya akong abutan.

Ang bilis talagang mag-level-up...






Whatever. If i feel the competition...then i'll concentrate on farmville. haha. Mother-daughter competition. hahaha!

Mag-aaral ako ngayong gabi. Kaya aalis na ako. Hehe. gtg.

Mapaparami ata ito....ung medyo recent na lang para hindi marami...

1)


What's with the duck?Haha...eto yan...

October 13 at 5:31pm via FarmVille

Gumising ako 11am ngayong araw na ito. Umuwi akong Pampanga kahapon 3pm at nakarating ng bahay bandang 5pm. Plano kong matulog hanggang 8pm tapos kakain pero hindi ko na nagawang bumangon. Nagtuloy-tuloy ang tulog ko hanggang 11am nga. Nakaka-experience ako ng matinding katamaran kapag nasa bahay (napansin ko lang). Haha. Siguro dahil masarap talagang matulog kapag sa bahay. Nothing beats my bed, my home and my family :).

Hindi ko ma-imagine na makakayanan ko ang buhay na mag-aral sa malayong lugar nang matagal na hindi nakakauwi. Katulad ng iba kong kaklase. How sad it is and how strong they are to take it that way *salutes them*.


Pinlano ko na magbasa sa Natsci I kanina pero hindi ko nagawa.


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Bumalik na naman ako sa dorm ngayong gabi. Sa mga nakaraang pag-cocommute ko, ang sinasakyan ko ay "Caloocan Express" bus na Victory Liner. Dire-diretso kasi siya sa Caloocan...pagbaba ay konting lakad pa at makakasakay na ako sa LRT monumento hanggang p.gil. Ang nasakyan ko ngayong gabi ay "Caloocan LRT". hindi ko alam na magkaiba pala un. Hindi kaagad dumaan ang bus sa NLEX. Dinaanan ang Apalit, tapos Malolos Bulacan, basta sa rutang iyon hanggang Caloocan din naman. Pero akala ko ay mali ang aking nasakyan at kinabahan ako nang kaunti. hehe.

Lagi talagang may nangyayaring kakaiba tuwing nag-cocommute ako nang mag-isa :/


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Hindi pa ako na-adik sa isang Jap group. Ngayon lang. Grabe. I never wanted to complete one artist's discography so bad. Isang certified ka-adikan ang na-eexperience ko ngayon dahil sa KAT-TUN. Gusto ko ring makumpleto ang mga MV nila. Ito...hindi ko ginusto ito sa DBSK. Ung mga kanta oo...ginusto kong makumpleto pero bago ko makumpleto, wala na ung urge na un. Nawala na. Nabaling na ang atensyon ko sa iba (pero mahal ko pa rin naman sila).

Kasalukuyang ka-adikan = KAT-TUN (how many times do i have to say it? haha)


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Mukha daw akong mabait sabi nung isang mabait na sister dito sa dorm :D


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Pakiramdam ko masama ang loob ng tatay ko sa akin T.T







i'm updating my site. gtg ^^

I am going crazy over this guy....Let's see. Nakamaru Yuichi

• Demographic Data? You do the research. LOL
• He is cute (talking about physique and personality). I started liking him watching Cartoon KAT-TUN (a variety show). Hindi siya ganun papansin pero siya ang napansin ko.
• He received a chocolate from the girl she liked one Valentine's Day (in Japan, during Valentine's Day, girls give chocolates to the guy they like) then the year after, VDay, she saw the same girl at the gate of the school holding a chocolate and looking his way. He was shcoked when she gave the chocolate to the his friend who's walking beside him. ROFLMAO. Kawaii!!
• HE BEATBOXES (major reason!!i am totally amazed!!)***
• He sings well. His voice makes you fall in love WITH HIM. (mayroong "with him" kasi some artists like Kame makes you fall in love but not to Kame....feeling mo lang in love ka pero hindi sa singer...well, at least that's for me :P)
• He dances well (see Rescue MV. Bida siya dun. ung maikli ang buhok na gwapo =)))
• He is love ^^

( WARNING: a little pervert fantasy (and ignore the mood LOL)... )




EXTREME JAPANESE MODE


***although, i admit, he is not the most amazing beatboxer [see legend beatboxers Rahzel, Doug E. Fresh, others Joseph Poolpo, Schlomo, ] (yes, there are beatboxers out there who are way way way better than him....at hindi rin naman nya ipinagmamayabang na siya ang pinakamagaling....kumbaga fanservice lang =))) gusto ko pa rin pag nagbibeatbox siya. Hindi mayabang but may konting angas at konting pagka-cute ang aura. hehe.

KAT-TUN KAT-TUN KAT-TUN KAT-TUN KAT-TUN KAT-TUN KAT-TUN KAT-TUN KAT-TUN KAT-TUN KAT-TUN KAT-TUN KAT-TUN KAT-TUN KAT-TUN KAT-TUN


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October 5, 2009

Everything was fine. My day was going well. Nag-test kami sa Kom I (at in-announce na extended ang deadline para sa major paper...LUCKY!) tapos pati sa NatSci I pero ayos lang naman (kahit alam kong mababa ang nakuha ko sa Chem (-__-) okay pa rin ang araw ko...malay ko kung bakit). Then, f*ck the last subject. Math17. Why? I got so so pissed and uneasy. Infuriated and worried. I hated sir. Because of one thing...and that one thing is him asking for our classcards. HJFHASDHFJKDSNVUHERNLKNVLKANVLKANklahdfu90vnjj!!!!!!!!!!!! I wasn't expecting that. I had already completely forgotten about those class cards. What's worse is I lost mine. I lost my planner where those 3 remaining class cards were inserted. It's my fauly, yeah, I know that. I hated it and I hated sir for that (dun lang...just for that time...pero overall ay mahal ko yan...times 2 mo pa o raised to 2 ^^). LOL.

Ayun, hindi  na ako mapakali nung Math time. Buti na lang hindi siya nagklase (at mahal ko siya for that. hahaha!). Medyo nagwawala na ako. Things and places are rushing in my mind. "Saan na kaya ung bwisit na planner na iyon?", "KJHSFNWIUEHGVOKNDVOIJKNKDON!!!!!!!!!!!!!",  "Uwi kaya ako para hanapin?" and other blah blahs.

Ayun, bandang huli kahit na gustong gusto ko nang bumalik ng dorm at maghalughog ng gamit ay napadpad ako sa CPH OCS para kunin iyong password chorva. NIlakad din ng isa kong kaibigan iyong pagkuha ng bagong class card dahil nabaha ung kanya at nanilaw (totoo, dilaw na dilaw...parang fifty years nang nag-eexist sa mundo...mukhang lumang-luma at napakafragile.). Hindi na dapat ako sasama. Second floor kasi. Nakakatamad umakyat. haha. Bandang huli, umakyat ako sa OCS...tapos nung nanghingi siya ng class cards aat agarang binigyan...naki-epal na ako at humingi rin. BANZAI!! YATTA!! SUGOI!! LUCCCCKKKKYYYYYYYYY!!!! ^^ ^^ ^^ ^^

Ganun kadali ang naging paghihirap ko. Sa hapong din iyon ay tinanggal ni Lord ang maliking tinik sa aking dibdib (at tuluyan ko nang napatawad at minahal ng buong puso si sir. ROFLMAO. waha!).

Nag-pray ako. Nag-pray talaga ako na tulungan ako ni Lord ^^. Prayer helps a lot.


My pervert-ness....nagparamdam sa araw na ito. I was reading fanfics na tipong R-18 tungkol sa Akame (tambalang Akanishi Jin at Kamenashi Kazuya)...And I tried reading some 'Ecchi' manga pero walang interesting. Hindi ako satisfied. O.O ROFL sorry, pervert...green-minded...disturbing?sorry naman,  ne? haha...


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October 6, 2009


Wow! Naku...napahaba ata ung sa taas. *grins* hehehe.

Iiklian ko na lang ito.

Math17 fourth dept. exam results ~ failed. Kailangan ko nang 61% or better sa fifth para maka-tres. Tska ko na poproblemahin ung Final Exam.

May nangyari sa amin magkakaibigan. Particularly kay C. de V. (initials na lang :))). Niloko ko at nasobrahan ata. Nainis siya. Naiyak ako. Ayokong may naiinis sa akin. It was my fault and I cried because....i'm a crybaby, I admit. Iniiyakan ko ang mga taong importante sa akin. I realized she has become important to me in just about 4-5 months time. If I didn't care about her, maiinis lang siguro ako. I don't like shallow people (but I can actually and gultily admit that I went sort of overboard. Gomenasai! ). Unless I feel guilty or rationalize that what I did was really wrong, I guess I would treat someone who got pissed shallow and I will just get pissed to him/her and not put even the little-est effort to comfort or "mang-aro". Mahirap i-explain, basta kung ano ang feel ko.

Ayun, natakot ako. Kinabahan. Naiyak. I am really emotional. I get mad when I am. I get really naughty when I am. I sad when I am. And I think that is much better than keeping it, right? =)) Though you have to control.


Okay na sana e....when I remembered that I forgot such an important thing today. I really thought it was still the 5th of Oct. Birthday ng kuya ko! Baka (---> japanese word yan...hindi "cow")!!! Buti nag-text ang inay ko at tinanong kung na-greet ko na ba siya. Then, I called him and greeted him a happy birthday ^^. He was still in class and dismisses at 8:30pm.





P.S.

I decided I'd just make another entry for the supposed to be "P.S." of this journal entry. Medyo napahaba...talking about my 3rd husband. LOL




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KAT-TUN KAT-TUN KAT-TUN KAT-TUN KAT-TUN KAT-TUN KAT-TUN KAT-TUN KAT-TUN KAT-TUN KAT-TUN KAT-TUN KAT-TUN KAT-TUN KAT-TUN KAT-TUN

Well at least not till typhoon (don't want to call it super typhoon even if it was declared and expected as such) Peping hits full blast ~ hopefully not.

I hate it when I can do nothing interesting. I just turned to watching my farmville or Restaurant City  in facebook (which is really popular in the country -_-). In the end, I resorted to watching One Piece episode 18 and onwards till my eyes can :P

I want to watch prison break or brothers&sisters as well :)

That's it. Let's wait for Peping if he would come at all. Hoping and praying that he wouldn't though. This time waiting for nothing wouldn't look so much as a waste if the typhoon we've been expecting won't come/wouldn't hit us hard.


My Heartbreaker album came a few days ago and is in the hands of my trusted friend. I'll take a pic when it come. YIPEE!


Extreme Japanese Mode ^^

In the past few days the typhoon (or should i say super typhoon?) Ondoy cast its deathly blows in the Philippines especially parts of Metro Manila. It destroyed a lot of properties and even took lives of Filipinos - those who died out of their courage to save their fellow people and those who were really unfortunate to be caught by the rushing great flood. It was crazy. It was frightening. It was traumatic. And I only wish this is the last one of its kind.

Though we were very fortunate not to be affected much by the storm (which I was kinda surprised bec. we're almost always hit hard when typhoons enter the Philippines), it was still apalling to see news covering what has happened in the different parts of Luzon. Flood deep to the neck of a man on the highway...and our housekeeper said it was approximately 1 MAN AND A HALF deep in their part of our village O.O It's true we were one of those not greatly affected by it and look at the situation in the farther part of our village...what more to those who are in the news who suffered a lot. The water here is deep but not as dangerous as a deep and rushing flood. On tv, you could see flood as high as a two-storey building and it is rushing/flowing in a fast pace. It is scary.

Even, reached worldwide. People started to care. Filipinos started to work and help each other. BAYANIHAN and UNITY showed. This is the good side whenever there is a "dilubyo". It becomes evident that there are still people possessing good hearts....ready to offer a helping hand. Tulong tulong para at least maginhawahan ang mga nangangailangan, ang mga naapektuhan ng sobra.

Classes and officework have been cancelled for a week though this is not for the purpose that we stay in our homes and do nothing but to go out there and help. Volunteer. Donate. Help. for the Filipino people.

Today, it is sunny yet of course we are unsure of what is awaiting us tomorrow. There are reports that another storm/typhoon is coming. I am hoping and praying that it is not as severe as typhoon Ondoy has caused the Filipino people.


P.S.
There are those people who are so stupid and are simply bastards who don't care and even bash us Filipinos. Those who seem to be very pleased with what has happened to our country during the typhoon Ondoy calamity. To you...go to hell please! one example:

http://www.youtube.com/user/CheonDangMoon4

look at the comments this person wrote about us. Pathetically rude. It is indeed very infuriating.

WALL CLIMBING september 16, 2009 at market market...


Before everything else.


climb in! climb on!


going down. wee!


last picture (with prof, and the kuyas ^^)

September 14

Happy birthday Arianne Balaoing!

One of my friends in college. She treated us in Mcdonald's. Nuggets with rice plus I ordered Mcspaghetti with chicken. I was so full. Unhealthily full (because it's fast food).

I also finished episodes 7 and 8 of Death Note.



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September 15

Finished eps 9, 10, 11, 12 of Death Note and ep7 of Smile.

Only had one class...History I. wee! happy day!



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September 16

Wall Climbing at Market market! Happy day as well ^^ (activity for pe I)

I left my rubber shoes after the activity in the ladies cr. Wah!

We were already on the third floor of the mall - with chx, my friend - when I realized i wasn't holding anything on my hand when I should be. T____T I left the plastic bag where my rubber shoes, water jug, and Chowking chicharap was placed. The places we went through rushed in my head and I though of the CR - which was on the fifth floor. I rushed thinking of the worst - that it wouldn't already be there.

Good thing happened. It was there. lying peacefully by the sink. Yipee! Everything went fine after that ^^.

We took a taxi on the way home. We were planning on watching a movie there where it costs only 120 php but it would all movies were to end beyond the dorm's curfew and we were to sleep nowhere so in the end we didn't catch any. T___T

It was fun on the way home. Got to bond with three other blockmates whom I usually don't go with ^^. Elisha, Paul and Ena =))


 
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September 17

really memorable for me on Math17 class.

Sir V (afraid that it will show up if ever searched on google ~ blogs do show up...i tried, hehe) , my instructor on the subject, gave our test results on the dreaded 3rd Depex. If what i remember is right, I said I will definitely fail. But....jan jararan!! I PASSED! Can you believe that?! I can't. I really do...haha!

Anyways, sir sort of told his thoughts to us. About he disagrees with some policies on his department DBSM in upm of course. About his disagreement on the 3rd depex. He said "sa totoo lang, just by looking at the questions...without solving...just by looking masasabi kong mahirap talaga siya."

Then he proceeded. Talked about something else until he said "Some difficulties were unnecessary" and "you don't test acrobatics in exam" - pertaining to the the 3rd dept. exam again. I didn't help myself and took note of those words. Ang galing kasi. Tama nga naman di ba? He said that exams weren't made to see who excels but made to see if the students learned. that's what he means by 'acrobatics'. Hindi ito para ma-test kung sino ang pinakamagaling o kung sino ang makaka-perfect.

And then one of my blockmates asked: "Sir, totoo po ba ung mga rumors na kaya pinahirapan ang third depex dahil may naka-perfect dun sa pangalawa?"

and sir replied that he didn't know. He didn't actually know that there were rumors like that but if it were true..."Hindi dapat. Hindi tama ang ganun."

I really like this guy.

Oh, and that day as well, I fely his "homo" aura. Idk but it was really strong that day. I can really feel his "gay"ness. I thought I was the only one but then one of my closest friend - since high school and now we share the same course Public Health but she's in the other block, 21 -
also felt it! haha...funny that we share the same thought. He is homo. And that's fine for me. I still like him ^^. One of the best persons I've met :)


Meanwhile, I started watching one piece and currently I am in a 5 out of 417 (and counting) eps progress. That's a lot but i really like it. hehe.




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September 18

Really sleepy day. I slept in practically the whole day through all my subjects. Wah!

Argh! Pakiramdam ko ay napakarami kong kailangang gawin...at ito ay nakakastress.


Kailangan kong mag-interview ng isang tao - kahit sino sa komunidad - tungkol sa Health Management para sa NSTP ko. Ipapasa ang written report nito sa Setyembre 23 (Miyerkules)
Kailangang magpasa ng reaction paper ukol sa "The Miseducation of the FIlipino" ni Renato Constantino para sa History I ko. Ipapasa ito sa Setyembre 25 (Biyernes).
Pang-apat na Departmental exam sa Math17 sa Biyernes din.

May ipapasang written report sa Setyembre 28 para sa huling requirement sa SocSci I.
Kailangan ko nang makapag-interview ng taga-Pampanga's Best sa linggong ito. Magiging dehado na kasi kung umabot ng Oktubre at wala pa akong na-iinterview. Para sa Thesis sa Kom I.
Written Test sa PE I sa Oktubre 1 o 2.
Kailangan ko ring mag-aral sa NatSci I (Chemistry) dahil hindi ko na maintindihan ang mga pinagsasabi nila sa klase T___T



Hai. Iniisip ko pa lang...nakakastress na.



Ah, kaarawan ko nga pala sa Setyembre 26. Something to look forward to. Pati na rin ang ACLE kung saan baking ang aking napili. Ganbateru! Kaya ko ito! fighto!


Mitsumeru tabi ni koi *sings*...

i started watching this Japanese drama entitled "Smile" starring Yui Aragaki and this gorgeous guy... One of the cast is also Oguri Shun. I didn't like Shun in Hana Kimi, though my friends like him there. I think he is way more handsome in other times (one of those times is here in the drama "smile" =]).

the drama is basically about a half-Filipino/half-Japanese named Hayakawa Vito's (matsujun) life in Japan. As quoted in the drama every episode "This is the story of love and justice, of a man who lived his life heroically." Nice, right? It is a good one. Not another shallow story about a meant-to-be love or something...it focuses on one sensitive topic not usually chosen by writers to be publicized (that is specifically Racial Discrimination and others like gang membership/existence, etc.). Usually, dramas' aims are for the general teenage viewers i.e., to feed the teenage girls' spirits with dramatic or cutesy love stories. But SMILE is one drama that really touches everyone's wake and opens our minds that such things do exist and we have to act responsibly regarding these stuffs.

It's composed of 11 episodes. There are currently 10 subbed episodes on dramacrazy.net (only two that i know in YT, so better go to the site mentioned if you're interested ^^). I am currently on episode 7 (started on September 9). And so far...ep6 is the saddest ep in the drama T^T.


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Aigoo...I really don't know what gave me the urge to watch anime. I watch anime on tv but never on the net (till today). Well, if the anime "I love my younger sister" counts, then I guess I started watching long time ago. But, an anime series? NO. Again, not till today. And I guess anime addiction starts today. Waaaah! Gotta keep up with my studies though.

So...my first anime series. I am proud that I have read (at least, teehee) the 1st chapter of the manga of this long time ago (and shamely didn't find time to continue >_<). dan dararan!

I started today and I must say that it gets interesting every episode...I have always wondered what makes people get addicted to this. Now, my being naive is slowly getting less :D

I am starting to love this anime and i am planning to read the manga after I watched the anime. FIGHTING! I can do this! No matter how long it would take me. I've decided i'll be and I truly have become a death note fan from now on.

I'll continue to episode 6 tomorrow (keeping the excitement because it is on this ep that L's face will be revealed!!)






Really long title though >_<